I was a mother who took cocaine... until this shameful moment with my four-year-old daughter made me realise I'd crossed the line. I can still barely think about it: BRYONY GORDON

It was this event that ultimately led me to check into rehab, and over nine years later, it still fills me with a shame so deep I've had to stop writing this column several times to take some deep breaths...

I was a mother who took cocaine... until this shameful moment with my four-year-old daughter made me realise I'd crossed the line. I can still barely think about it: BRYONY GORDON
It was this event that ultimately led me to check into rehab, and over nine years later, it still fills me with a shame so deep I've had to stop writing this column several times to take some deep breaths...